i suck with words. but sometimes words arent the thing.
love isnt about words . its about what you do.
and what i did, i running away. it was stupid.
we both know love is a big scary evil concept.
but if you feel it, its gonna follow you everywhere.
if love beats us up lets beat it up right back.
we can do this. if youre ready to jump,
ill be right there to catch you.

you make me happier than i ever thought
i could be and if you let me, i will spend the rest
of my life trying to make you feel the same way.

will hold on tight to this one.
i will not lose my grip.
im not losing anyone this time.
not you definitely.

i love you baby.
xoxo

i'll sell my soul to the devil to own this.
xoxo

im in loveeeeeeeeeeee with them!!
pretty pretty pinky!

honestly, sometimes i start to feel like i cant maintain
the facade any longer. that i may just start to show through.
and i wish i knew what was wrong. maybe something about how
stupid my whole life is. i dont know. why does the rest of the
world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on
sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on? i dont know the answer.
i know only that i can't. i dont want any more vicissitudes.
i dont want any more of this try, try again stuff.
i just want out. ive had it. i am so so tired.
i am twenty and i am already exhausted.

i miss my boyfriend badly.
*sighs*

this is life . people will screw you over.
you'll fight with your family . you'll witness things
that will change you forever . you'll lose best friends
you thought would always be there. you'll come to realize
that everyone has a past . you'll cry,laugh & embarrased yourself.
but then you'll find your very own moment where none of that matters
where you sit back& realize that shit happens to the people who can
handle it and that is who you are , and that no one should want to change you.

so, i learn from my mistakes . its very painful way to learn but without pain
the old saying is , there's no gain . i found that to be true in my life.
you miss a lot of opportunities by making mistakes , but thats part of it.
knowing that youre not shut out forever and that theres a goal you still can reach.

xoxo

what i love about you?
1. your mischevious smile
2. your out-of-bed hair look
3. your sense of humor
4. your perverse mind
5. the occasional annoying conversations
6. the funny random noises you make
7. the burning touch of your fingertips on my skin
8. how you know most of the things on my mind
9. and infact everything .

bby, i love you so so so so so so muchhhhh!
meet me soon k love?

pain comes in all type of forms:
1. the small twinge
2. a bit of soreness
3. the random pain
4. the normal pains we
live in everyday.

then there's this kind of pain we can't ignore.
a level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else.
which makes the rest of the world fade away until all
we can think about is how much we hurt.
how we manage the pain is all up to us.
1. we ride it out
2. we embrace it
3. maybe we ignore it

and for some of us . .
the best way to manage that pain is to just push it through.

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